Hey everyone!
thanks for all the comments and new subs.
the poll winner was Adam,
but haha Kris won =]
no no, I’m joking, but I’m actually so happy haha.
But, enjoy the post!
xo ellen
p.s. school is almost over!

Props - Happiness33

These are all Mayday Parade songs.
Hope you like them, I know I do =]


Well I thought that we could
sit around and talk for hours
About things I couldn't say to you
And things that we can never do.

You know my heart
So tell me honestly,
did you ever really want this?

But "I'll be OK"
Is that what you want me to say?
It's called breakup because it's broken.

And we’ll, try so bad to tell me that you
meant that you were sorry and the
lines we said
never meant the words we meant.

- The Last Something That Meant Anything -



And hearts, they don't lie, they just quiver in fear.

And this empty space left in the seat
To my right where you should be says a lot.

If I was wrong then I'm sorry
I'll stop this fight
For the night.

That today I know
that tomorrow will shine again golden
And bring our hearts back home.

And today meant nothing
Cause you're gone
And I swear then this meant everything to me.

- Just Say You’re Into It -

And we'd lay there in the darkness
like the dream of you I had.

And knew what time we had
Could be counted on our fingertips
That almost made you cry
But you let me hold you tightly
as we said all our goodbyes.

And it must have been an hour
that I clutched you in my arms
And I must have said the right things
because you instantly felt warm.

As the time we've spent together
was meant to last us quite a while.

Keep breathing, my angel
If you go down, I go with you
keep breathing, just keep breathing

Here's two for being unaware that you're gone
Because before too long you'll be a memory

- One Man Drinking Games -




You be the Anchor that Keeps my Feet on the Ground,
I’ll be the Wings that Keep Your Heart in the Clouds by Mayday Parade

And honestly, I have been begging for answers
That you and only you can give to me
A voice crying loud
I've been crying for days now
And as I start to run, I stop to breathe
(And I was nearly scared to death)
And I was nearly scared to death
(Why you left in paragraphs)
Why you left in paragraphs
(The words were nearly over us)
The words were nearly over us
You stop and turn and grab your bags

[CHORUS:]
And I'll be here by the ocean
Just waiting for proof that there's sunsets and silhouette dreams
All my sand castles fall like the ashes of cigarettes
And every wave drags me to sea
I could stand here for hours
Just to ask God the question, "Is everyone here make-believe?"
With a tear in His voice, He said, "Son, that's the question."
Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?

As hours move to minutes
And minutes take longer to break
I will be desperately awaiting
But my tongue won't fall apart
And we've been sitting here for hours
All alone and in the dark

So let me think of to word it
Is it too soon to say perfect'?
If I could find another thirty minutes somewhere
I'm sure everything would find me
All that's left is just to sing

[CHORUS:]

And if you sing to me sweet until then
I may never sail Virginia again
And as this current moves slow for me
This much you must know of me again
And I'll have you know I'm scared to death

Tell me once again
That you'll love me to the death
And should I die, you swear that you will come for me
As I fade away, you reach out your arms
(And please don't let me go)
And please don't let me go
(And please don't let me go)
And please don't let me go

[CHORUS:]




Poll – what is your favorite band?

Me – I really like mayday parade [obviously]
and white tie affair, every avenue and dmb.

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Hey everyone!
thanks for the comments and new sub.
sorry i havent been on here in a few weeks.
busy busy busy.
prom is this weekend and ive had soccer everyday,
we made it to districts!
the poll winner was varied.
take the new poll at the bottom.
enjoy!
xo ellen

Props - PeanutButteredQuotes
itsalwaysbeenyou_quotes
jiggy_jello

Goodbyes make you think.

They make you realize
what you've lost,

what you have gained,
and what you took for granted.

I wanna marry you because you're the first person
I wanna look at when I wake up in the morning
and the only one I want to kiss goodnight.
Because the first time that I saw these hands,
I couldn't imagine not being able to hold them.
- Definitely, Maybe -

Love is a fire.
But whether it's going to warm your heart or
burn down your house, you never can tell.



All I want is one person.
One person to hold me down
and force me to say how I really feel.

I want so badly to tell you how I feel,

but I'm scared that after I pour out all my feelings for you,

you're just going to stare at me like the words don't mean a thing.

Stop falling in love with everything that lets you down,
even if your hands are shaking and your faith is broken,
even as the eyes are closing, do it with a heart wide open.
Say what you need to say.

- John Mayer -



I'm not gonna give up just like that.
I'm gonna make you mine,

if it takes everything I have.

All the way from San Francisco,
as I chased the end of your road,
'cause I've still got miles to go.

If you hold back feelings because
you're afraid of being hurt,

you always end up hurting anyways.



A part of me wants to erase you from my past,
but a part of me still wants you in my future.

If all you have to offer
is a look that is supposed to be appealing,
then you are going to be paid attention to
about a tenth as long as you would be
if when you speak you are interesting.
- Julia Roberts -

It's the little things that mean the most,
but break your heart all at the same time.




Jamie All Over by Mayday Parade

I had a dream last night we
Drove out to see Las Vegas
We lost ourselves in the bright lights
I wish you could have seen us
Begging for change to get home
Or at least San Francisco
Let's put a ten on the high card
And spend a summer on the west coast

Down and to the left
(Here's a map and the pen, the place you pointed at)
Be California's best
(All I ask, all I ask)

[CHORUS:]
And please don't tell me that I'm dreaming
When all I ever wanted was to dream another sunset with you
If I roll over when it's over
I'll take this Cali sunrise with me
And wake up with the fondest memories

We made love by the ocean
As the waves crashed around you
Sunsets never were so bright
And the skies never so blue
You opened up into my arms
And we laughed as I held you
I'll never go back to Georgia
Not at least till I have to

Down and to the left
(Here's a map and the pen, the place you pointed at)
Be California's best
(All I ask, all I ask)

[CHORUS:]
 
I had a dream last night we
Drove out to see Las Vegas
We lost ourselves in the bright lights

[CHORUS:]

We made love by the ocean
As the waves crashed around you
Sunsets never were so bright
And the skies never so blue
You opened up into my arms
And we laughed as I held you
I'll never go back to Georgia
Not at least till I have to

Down and to the left.




Poll - if you watch american idol who do you want to win?
Me - kris. i adore him. =]

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Hey everyone!
thanks for the comments, only three though...
and the new sub.
the poll wasnt answered,
take the new one at the bottom.
enjoy!
xo ellen

Props - jiggy_jello
psilovequotes
sunshinelove_x3

Shawn - You know, he used to tell me
how wonderful you were,
but guys always say great things
about their girlfriends until they break up.
You know, I've waited fifteen years
to find out what he really thinks about you.
Do you wanna know what
he thinks about you now that you're broken up?
Topanga - No. Shawn, I don't wanna talk about him.
Shawn - Now that you've broken up,
he still tells me how wonderful you are.
- Boy Meets World -

Go out at night and count the stars.
That's how many years I'll wait for you.

I was angry at you and depressed by you
and confused about you, but hate never came into it.



I miss his simplicity.
The way he was able to keep his eyes
to the sunlight in the darkest of times
gave me so much hope.
I miss his complexity.
Every single word he spoke or thought
he revealed kept me yearning for more.
And every day, my love for him increased.

I'm glad you've realized what you've been missing.
- Gossip Girl - 

All I want to do is help.
I want to help because I don't think people
should suffer as they do,
because if there's no bigger meaning,
then the smallest act of kindness
is the greatest thing in the world.



It’s funny how you can completely forget
a moment in your life and then with one instant,
one comment, you remember it as if you've lived it all over again.

Only the gentle are ever really strong.

When a guy can make fun of you, that's attractive,
who knew teasing could have so much power over women?
- Rachel Bilson -



Don't wait for the perfect moment.
Take the moment and make it perfect.

You talk to me and I remember how
every word lingered on your lips for hours.
I close my eyes and try to remember
the way you felt next to me days after you've gone.
And somehow I know that years from now,
thoughts of you will still keep me awake at night.

I’m throwing away pictures
that I never should have taken
in the first place.
-Mayday Parade -




Come on Get Higher by Matt Nathanson

I miss the sound of your voice
And I miss the rush of your skin
And I miss the still of the silence
As you breathe out and I breathe in

If I could walk on water
If I could tell you what's next
Make you believe
Make you forget

[CHORUS:]
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire in the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

I miss the sound of your voice
The loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet
Perfect words that you said

If I could walk on water
If I could tell you what's next
I'd make you believe
I'd make you forget

[CHORUS:]

I miss the pull of your heart
I could taste the sparks on your tongue
I see angels and devils
And God, when you come on
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

Sing sha la la la
Sing sha la la la

[CHORUS:]

It's all wrong, it's all wrong,
it's so right
So come on, get higher
So come on and get higher
'Cause everything works, love
Everything works in your arms.




Poll - how many days of school do you have left?
Me - 25 school days =]

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Hey everyone!
thanks for the comments and new subs.
the poll winner was varied
take the new poll at the bottom.
sorry I haven't updated in a long time,
my term paper is due this week
and i've had a million things to do.
enjoy, and comment =]
xo ellen

Props – itsalwaysbeenyou_quotes
jiggy_jello

I spent all my time wishing I could be what you need.
I lost myself in something that didn't want me.

I tried to tell you before you left.
But I was screaming under my breath.
"You are the only thing that makes sense."
Can we just ignore the present tense?

It seems like a million years ago we dated, but it wasn't.
Maybe you're over it.
Maybe it doesn't mean anything to you anymore.
Maybe it never did, but it meant a lot to me. 
You meant a lot to me.
And you still do.
- The OC -



And she loves
regardless of everything that has stained her life
She loves with everything she has left
and that's beautiful.

You gave me the sun and I gave you the light.
You gave me the moon and I gave you the night.
I'd do for you what you'd do for me.
You can ask for anything.

But love, I've come to understand, is more
than three words mumbled before bedtime.
Love is sustained by action, a pattern of devotion
in things we do for each other everyday.



I want to be able to read a love quote
and not have to stop halfway through
because I thought of you.

I've noticed that if you look carefully
at someone's eyes during the first five seconds
that they start to look at you,
the truth of their feelings will shine through
for an instant before it starts to flicker away.

The more that you read, the more things you will know.
The more that you learn, the more places you'll go.

- Dr. Seuss -



I'm busting at the seams to tell you everything and
it's scaring me because nothing makes sense anymore.

Do I have to spell it out for you
or scream it in your face?
Oh, the chemistry between us could destroy this place.
Do I have to spell it out for you
or whisper in your ear?
Oh, just stop right there
I think that we've got something here.

In times of grief and sorrow
I will hold you and rock you,
and take your grief and make it my own.
When you cry, I cry,
and when you hurt, I hurt.
And together we will try to hold back
the floods of tears and despair
and make it through the potholed streets of life.
- The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks -




Tim McGraw by Taylor Swift

He said the way my blue eyes shined
Put those Georgia stars to shame that night
I said: "That's a lie."
Just a boy in a Chevy truck
That had a tendency of gettin' stuck
On backroads at night
And I was right there beside him all summer long
And then the time we woke up to find that summer gone

[CHORUS:]
But when you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think my favorite song
The one we danced to all night long
The moon like a spotlight on the lake
When you think happiness
I hope you think that little black dress
Think of my head on your chest
And my old faded blue jeans
When you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think of me

September saw a month of tears
And thankin' God that you weren't here
To see me like that
But in a box beneath my bed
Is a letter that you never read
From three summers back
It's hard not to find it all a little bitter sweet
And lookin' back on all of that, it's nice to believe

[CHORUS:]

And I'm back for the first time since then
I'm standin' on your street
And there's a letter left on your doorstep
And the first thing that you'll read is:

[CHORUS:]
 
He said the way my blues eyes shined
Put those Georgia stars to shame that night
I said: "That's a lie"




Poll – What are you doing right now?
Me – getting sidetracked by updating instead of writing my term paper.

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Hey everyone!
thanks for all the comments and new sub.
the poll winner was no break at all.
take the new poll at the bottom.
hope everyone is enjoying their short break,
and this post =]
xo ellen

Props – jiggy_jello
psilovequotes

Sometimes someone says something
really small and it just fits
right into this empty place in your heart.

I think it's okay that you're
the only one that gets me,
and I love how I can't breathe
quite right as you slowly whisper in my ear,
"Beautiful, you owe me a dance tonight."

When I'll be 87 you'll be 89,
I'll still look at you
like the stars that shine in the sky.
-"Mary's Song" by Taylor Swift -



I don't know. I guess today
is just one of those days where the rainy,
dark cloud above my head
likes me a little too much.

It was just a simple realization
that life was a whole lot bigger
than me and him,
that I had no right to worry myself
with his reaction because there were millions
of others out there putting themselves
on the line every day.
I was just a small fragment of all that chaos.

Before we met, I was as lost as a person could be,
and yet you saw something in me
that somehow gave me direction again.
-"Nights in Rodanthe" by Nicholas Sparks -



Boys don't kiss and tell; they kiss and exaggerate.

Sometimes destiny brings a stranger in our life
when we need it the most.
That stranger makes us feel special
and helps us when we are in trouble;
it soothes our souls. He brings laughter
and love back in someone's life.
When his job is done he moves on
to the next person in need.
Was I your stranger?

If that's what it takes,
I'll do it everyday now.
Still, for your smile,
I'd run another mile,
barefoot and bruised
and laughing all the while.



You're amazing
and I have nothing to offer you,
but I'm involved now.
You jump, I jump, remember?
I can't turn away
without knowing
you're going to be alright.
-Titanic -

I don't know what the future holds,
but I do know how much
your love excites me and how happy
I feel when I'm with you.
And from this day forward,
that's more than enough.

I wish I had a parachute
cause I'm falling bad for you.
I can see the ground approaching,
but I'm not sure what to do.




Thinking of You by Katy Perry

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go?
I guess second best
Is all I will know

[CHORUS:]
Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

[CHORUS:]

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

[CHORUS:]

Your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door and
Take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay




Poll – did you get your prom dress yet; if yes, what color is it?
Me – yeppp – its gold.  I love it.

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